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Post by Kaguya Yoh on Jan 15, 2007 4:13:22 GMT -5
(such emotional trauma what to say)
"Your right there is no justice in it at all," Enishi began softly as he let go of the emotional girl. He paused for a some while trying to think of the right words to say. For this was no time to be cruel he needed to break her out of her revenge emotion. "It is unfair when people go unpunished, but remember the world is a cold place. However all one can do is try to make the best of life and try to make make themselves happy. Tell me though are you happy trying to kill him? Are your parents happy seeing you go through so much pain? And do you think your making Anei happy in her afterlife seeing the sister she loved, and cared for torchering herself? Your sister doesn't want to see you suffer for her she is dead theres nothing that can be done to bring her back and I'm sure she would want the person she cared for the most to live a happy life that she couldn't." The jonin paused waiting to see her reaction
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Post by blink on Jan 15, 2007 12:57:12 GMT -5
"You don't understand anything. Didn't know what it was like. Two sisters, one soul. We were suposed to protect each other. If I let the pain and the promise go, that means I'm just... Me. Ashita Hokori. Alone," whispered Hokori from her huddled kneel, head downcast as she spat the last word like a fate worse than death, "I don't think I can do that. Besides, shouldn't a kunochi keep her promises?"
The Sand Genin kept her eyes closed, iron discpline fighting back the pain and the rage and the long-buried grief from breaking free. Whatever happened, she refused to cry. She would not give him that satisfaction, damn Enishi to the Hell of Ten Thousand Embers for attacking her like this on this day.
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Post by Kaguya Yoh on Jan 15, 2007 19:46:38 GMT -5
"Your right I can't understand for I have no siblings though I have a friend, Toru whose older brother was just like you. His twin was killed and he did everything in his power to get stronger to a point to where not only was he hurting himself but also those around him. Especially his little sister who was the only family he had left and guess what happen....." Enishi paused for awhile giving Hikori a little time to think. "He died in his attempts to avenge his brother leaving Toru on her own with nothing, but to grief over her brother's death. Now if you were to die trying to kill Gaara who will leave grief in those who are close to you so you want to put your parents through the pain of losing both their children?"
"And as for keeping promises yes one should always try to keep their promises, but not at a cost that will cost not only them misery, but those close to them." Enishi again paused though this time he waited for a reply, part of him hoping his words would get through the young genin's head.
(She hates him for trying to help her?)
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Post by blink on Jan 15, 2007 20:22:32 GMT -5
(You're attacking her most favored illusions, the ones which have kept her going for four and half years. Of course, she hates you right now.)
Hokori choked down a sniff, slowly looking back at Enishi, her expression a brittle version of her normal indifferent facade, brown eyes simmering with unshed tears, lips thin and bloodless, "I've heard versions of this speech a hundred times before, Juunin Enishi-Sensi. Congratulations for being the one to make me doubt the one thing about my life which gets me up in the mornings, reminding me of the pain that made me swear my promise in the first place."
Her voice became even more broken and emotionless if possible, the sand clone dissolving into nothing with a simple hand gesture, "I think I'm going to break down in tears soon. May I be excused so that I can preserve a shadow of dignity? Please?"
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Post by Kaguya Yoh on Jan 15, 2007 20:38:34 GMT -5
(did I do that? that can't be that seems so unlike me lol sorry tis hard to be serious) Enishi looked into the young sand genin's eyes as she looked back at him. His face was a serious as ever. As he heard her words. True now it seemed like he was being cold, but he needed to get her out of this revenge state or else she would bring herself nothing but pain to not only herself but others. When she mentioned that she felt like crying he gave a small sigh, "Go ahead, but don't leave I have something to give you," Enishi stated still looking down at Hikori his eyes shifting toward Hao for a secound annoyed for he had another Genin to breakin.
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Post by blink on Jan 15, 2007 22:39:19 GMT -5
Hokori nodded understanding, hands mechanically shaping the Sand Body Flicker and vanishing in a minor whirlwind of earth. She reappeared a hundred yards away, secreted in the upper branches of a tree, a mere silouette that was faintly visible through the leaves, shivering with her head on her knees. The distance muffled her choking sobs, hid the stream of tears down each cheek.
Damn him for making the pain so fresh. Damn him for taking away her shield.
(Heh. There you go. Hope you're happy.)
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Post by Kaguya Yoh on Jan 16, 2007 0:42:48 GMT -5
(meh think of it as payback times 10 from when you were messing with Yoh lol j/k)
Enishi gave a large sigh as Hokori disappeared. He felt a bit bad about what he did, but he was willing to do anything he had to do in order to try and stop her thoughts of revenge. But now he had to work with the other one. Why the hell did Kidate give him the emotionally damaged genin? Did he do something to piss her off?
Clearing his thoughts he turned toward the young blind genin and began walking toward him thinking on want to say to him. His anger was base on a family member which was something he never had to deal with before nor did he know anyone who went through the same thing.
"Alright boy now that I've talked to Hokori time to talk to you," Enishi said softly still trying to think of an approach, "Sadly I was unable to learn as much as I wanted since you were a bit of short noticed, but I do know about the beatings you receive from your Grandfather but as I said before you are old enough to move out if you wish I can help you get a house you do that and I'll talk to your grandfather. If you were to kill the guy you would be considered a criminal you know that right? And with that happens you wouldn't be able to live the life you want here in Kohona do you really want to go through that?"
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Rikuda Hao
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Post by Rikuda Hao on Jan 16, 2007 21:11:23 GMT -5
(heh trying knowing her on real life she can be just as cruel when she wants to be lol)
Hao watched as Enishi began talking to his teammate. His eyes showing annoyance at him. Who did he think he was trying to break them of their anger. They had every right to be it wasn't like they were doing anything wrong. She was fighting to keep a promise, and he was fighting get a life in which he could actually chose what to do instead of having everything chosen for him.
He glared at the man as he walked over looking up ears open listening to everything he had to say. His eyes narrowed in hate as he continued to listen, Yeah your right, but killing a criminal is just fine, he stated. No one knew of his grandfather's secrets and he wasn't going to tell until the day he knew he could beat him. And if it were as easy as moving out of the house don't you think I would have by now?
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Post by Kaguya Yoh on Jan 17, 2007 2:16:13 GMT -5
"A criminal?" Enishi question as he heard this. From his knowledge the boy's grandfather was no criminal. Was he lying to get an excuse to kill him? Or was his grandfather hiding something. Enishi listened to the young boy's remark giving a small smirk. "Yes as a matter of fact i do believe it would be that easy. The problem is that you fear your grandfather so much you can't even move out. You afraid of what he'll do to you. You talk about killing him, but let me ask you this do you have the courage?"
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Post by Rikuda Hao on Jan 17, 2007 22:10:28 GMT -5
Hao raised a brow when Enishi said it was that easy. A mixture of both anger and annoyance entered his face as Enishi continued to speak. Yeah part of it was true. He was afraid of his grandfather. He was afraid of what he would do to him. However that didn't mean he didn't have courage. Of course I have the courage to fighting him, he said with a cold shaking voice. His fist beginning to shake with anger, And as for you talking to him I doubt that he'll even listen to you.
(sorry not very good but I can't really think)
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Post by Kaguya Yoh on Jan 18, 2007 22:56:44 GMT -5
Enishi gave a small chuckle as he heard Hao's voice shaking. The boy was afraid that was easy to tell. Though the fact if he would really have the courage to face him. Ah well might as well expect the worst of things. "I'm sure he'll listen," Enishi stated. For if this man was as described he respected powerful ninjas and he was sure that he would fit the man's standards. "Well then we'll wait for Hokori to come back before I give you two a gift," he stated as he waited.
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Post by blink on Jan 19, 2007 16:21:06 GMT -5
(Yay, angst.)
There was a long time of tears, muffled sobs soaking into her pants with the snot, the world a dark place of huddled limbs, whispering leaves, and hissing sand below. She was stabbed time and again by the memories of Anei's death at the hands of Gaara, her anger no defense against the grief, her promise shredding under the impact of Enishi's true and oh so cruel words. Black despair pulled at Hokori, twisted emotions clawing at the remenants of her self-control. Damn him. Damn her. Damn all of them, may the desert swallow the whole world in a sea of whispering sand...
Eventually, the pain withdrew enough for the drained Sand Genin to look at world around her, spotting the paitently waiting forms of her Sensi and teamate outside her leafy bower. She sighed. It wasn't fair of her to keep them waiting too long. Politeness demanded punctuallity no matter your emotional condtion. She dropped from the tree, trudging towards them with downcast eyes and a slumped posture like that of a candle who's wick has been blown out by a cold wind.
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Post by Kaguya Yoh on Jan 21, 2007 1:22:30 GMT -5
Enishi didn't bother waiting for an answer from the young genin. In his mind he was begining to think of different things to say to the old man. Its not like its in his juritiction to just take Hao out of his custony. Hell it would be even difficult for the Hokage sheself to do such a thing. Even if one hated the other. The jonin took out a cigerette as he waited for Hokori to arrive. Though the two didn't notice now, but he was doing them a huge favor. Revenge was never the answer and he was going to show these two that. Some how. is eye then watched as a figure came toward them, "Good your finally here," he stated as he grabbed three scrolls from his back pouch. He threw one to Hokori and the other two at Hao. "In these scrolls they contain a jutsu that you both need to learn within two days. You'll show me these jutsus right before we leave for our first mission." Enishi stated. "If you fail to learn them you will be sent back to the academy end of disscusion." he then awaited to hear if they had anothing to say (Ok very sorry I planed on posting much eariler but something was up with the computer and it wasn't letting me and as for the jutsus I'll tell you once I'm done thinking of them {Mainly name })
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Post by Rikuda Hao on Jan 21, 2007 13:48:12 GMT -5
(well at least i know on of mine)
Hao caught the scrolls that Enishi had gave him. A curious look on his face. They must be easy jutsu since we only have to days to learn them, he thought to himself. He opened up one of the scrolls inside he read began reading. Chiyouisou no Jutsu?, he said softly then looked up at Enishi he had heard of this jutsu it was not only an a-rank jutsu, but it was also healing. Your joking right? You actually expect me to learn some sort of healing jutsu? With two days?
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Post by blink on Jan 21, 2007 13:55:07 GMT -5
(What? Fiffteen kagillion canon jutsus out there, and none of them fit your needs? *eye rolling*)
Hokori caught the scroll listlessly, not opening it yet as she finally closed to within five feet of Enishi. Somehow, the Academy didn't seem so bad right now... Whatever. She'd sleep on it, and decide in the morning. She looked up, features outwardly calm and the last tear tracks drying on her cheeks, "Okay. What kind of Jutsu do you want me to learn, and where will we be meeting in two days, Juunin Enishi-Sensi?"
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